Well, I get it. Don’t worry, I wouldn’t bother you if you don’t feel like talking to me. But I can’t guarantee you that I can stand this sudden change of attitude everytime.
;take me away.
在这最美丽的时刻
为这
我已在佛前求了500年
求他让我们结一段尘缘
佛于是把我化作一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下
慎重的
开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望
当你走进
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情
而当你终于无视的走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
是我凋零的心
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
;take me away.
If it is so, how pathetic it is for me to hold on just because I want to avoid the pain. :/
My tumblr! I still haven figure out how to use it.
But I've gotten a few photos from Derrick's tumblr&share it here with all of you! :D
Its so damn true. ):
So damn cool right? ;D
I hope so. :/
Play tennis with Ziyuan. Jianan and Weikit. (:
Mac with Xinyu and some of the sc guys!
Its fun to hang out with the 32nd. ♥
When things don't go my way, I've to bite my lip and tell myself "you have to stay strong and go throught this shit".
I've to stop myself from thinking too much. But how?
I want to trust you too. ):
And here are the photos! ♥ them man. :D
HELLOO! I'm back from LTC! :D
I can guarantee you that this is the best leadership camp I've ever attended. (:
Fyi, our campsite is at the Jalan Bahtera.
DAY 1
Activity: Platform 9 3/4
We travelled around Singapore before getting to our campsite!
We actually went the fleamarket at Veerasamy Road, Hort park (which is damn nice!), the playground behind Gan Eng Seng Sec School (which I love it) and an open area near indoor stadium. I never know that there are such places in Singapore! :D
I'm so sorry that I'm very very bad at direction and I can't help much.
Chang Yu and Rachel was damn cool sia. They can recognize all these places just by looking at the clues! GOOD JOB PEOPLE! (:
We were the last group to reach the last station, but well, it doesn't really matter, cause we learnt a lot during our journey and we enjoyed the process.
We're here to learn, not just to compete with one another. (:
Activity: Waltz ♥
Its my first time learning waltz. WOOHOO! And I think its damn cool to dance waltz! (:
Dancing waltz looks like an easy job huh? But we all sweat like crazy after dancing luh!
We didn't have much time to practice it but we roughly get the idea of how to dance waltz and some basic courtesy when inviting people to dance with you.
It was so fun man! :D
But I don't dare to look into people's eyes when I dance. A bit weird and awkward huh. :x AHAHA!
Thank you to all my dance partners! (:
Activity: Night century duty
I woke up in the middle of the night to do my duty.
3 to 4 am. Best timing huh. :/
The guys took super long to come to my bunk and wait for me. So I went down ALONE.
It was damn scary luh. ):
The sky was full with stars! And I love it man. Can't help but kept looking up to the sky. How I wish I can see this every night. (:
Anyway, one scary thing happened on the first night. Rachel got stung by a bee! D:
Luckily she was okay. You're super brave Rachel! (:
DAY 2
Activity: High element - zipline
Its the easiest high element among all man! Just jump and enjoy will do. :D
Love it can. (:
Activity: High element - abseiling
Okay, I know I'm a bit loser, but I don't dare to lean backward when Prof Heng asked me to do so! :x Its scary okay.
But Prof Singh was there to guide me along on how to do it and Joelle and Rachel were there to support me. Thanks guys. (:
Abseiling is not that scary after all! :D
Activity: High element - challenge pole
It's my second time trying this but I still can't grab it! ):
The pole was so shaking that I couldn't concentrate on aiming at the thing and I just jumped for the sake of getting off the shaky pole! :x
Oh well, I'm so sorry. But thanks Prof Singh and my group mates for encouraging me! (:
Anyway, I think Chang Yu was very brave. GOOD JOB!
I nearly cried when I saw him climbing up and sitting on the pole. I knew how scared he was. FLITWICK IS PROUD OF YOU! :D
Activity: High element - vertical challenge
Although I didn't get a chance to play it, but good job to those who went up! (:
I know its not easy cause the whole thing was so shaky! But you guys made it yea. :D
Activity: High element - muli-ropes challenge
I was the belayer ast this station and I was damn stress man! 'Cause the person's life was in my hand. :/
Thanks Derrick for guiding me! (:
Activity: High element - play plank
I actually managed to complete this station with Jia Kiat. *CLAP!* :D
I thought I couldn't make it man, cause it required a lot of energy to climb all the way up and as everyone of you know, I'm kind of short, my leg couldn't really reach the plank that's above me! :x
All thanks to my partner for helping me to complete it! *CHEER FOR HIM!*
Jia Kiat was damn funny, he tried to encourage me by telling me how Jacky Chan can climb all the way up by himself. ;D
Thanks dude for supporting me all the way and SORRY that I've to keep stepping on your knee in order to get up when you already injured your knee. GOOD JOB YA! (:
Activity: High element - rock climbing
Firstly, I need to apologise to Joelle! 'Cause she waited for me for quite long up there. ):
I had a hard time climbing up 'cause I didn't really have much strenght left after the last station.
I thought of giving up, but Shao Jie didn't allow me to do so.
Thanks for that, 'cause at least I pushed myself a lil' bit more to complete it.
Oh ya, I've to say sorry to my group too. The 12 of us were suppose to complete this station within the time limit. But only 4 of us completed. I'm very SORRY! :/
Thanks for encouraging me anyway. (:
DAY 3
Activity: Kayaking
It's my first time kayaking and it's so damn stress to be the one leading luh!
I've to apologise to the whole Griffinclaw man! 'Cause I didn't know how to control the direction that the kayak was going when Chang Yu was busy checking the map and giving instructions. SORRY!
But we did a great job yea? Though we were late for 7 mins. (:
I didn't know that biscuits with sea water can taste so nice lo. ;D
Our kayak became the last kayak when we were on our way back.
And things get more challenging and exciting when the prefects and profs started stealing paddles away from us and making some of us mute.
We have to find ways to get people's attention when we need help.
Anyway, I think its fun to kayak and I hope I'll still have the chance to go kayaking in the future! :D
Activity: Rafting
I didn't really help out for the building of the rafts but you guys really did a GREAT JOB!
28 people on one raft, we broke the record huh! :DDD
Like what Prof Loh said, it looks like a small island luh!
It's really COOL SHIT. (:
Anyway, I know you guys are interested to know what happened to me when you all were busy making the rafts. Don't worry about it okay! I was just having a sharing session with Shao Jie and Pamela. Thanks for all your care and concern! (:
Its just that I was a bit quiet during facilitation session and they just wanted to know what's wrong with me.
As for why I broke down during the chat, hmmm, I guess its because there were many thoughts running through my mind at that time and I was afraid of opening up to them. I didn't really know how to put all my thoughts and feelings into words.
Thanks Shao Jie and Pamela for the chat, really. (:
Activity: Yule ball
It was awesome and its really a night for us to remember. (:
Our group's performace turned out fine. WELL DONE RAVENCLAW! :DDDD
All the other groups were awesome too!
YAYNESS as RAVENCLAW did the BEST CHEER! ;D
The dancing part was fun! Thanks for those who dance with me. (esp. Ziyuan 'cause my brand new LTC shirt was dirtied because of the paint on his hand!!! THANKS HA. LOL!) (:
I was really crazy that night 'cause I just kept jumping and jumping. :x
HAHA! Thanks everyone for that wonderful night! (:
DAY 4
Its just about cleaning up and then home sweet home.
These 4days are just like a dream, I didn't expect it to pass so fast sial.
It was tiring but fun! ♥ Love it man. (:'
FLITWICK, the 12 of us were awesome and we did a GREAT JOB! I'm proud of everyone of you and I hope that our friendship will still last even after LTC ya? *CHEER FOR FLITWICK! (:
Not forgetting, the whole GRIFFINCLAW was awesome too! ♥ (:
The BEST LTC ever, I'm starting to miss it now. ):
Stay strong and be brave, Jen In.
But that's the fact that I can't deny about. ):
It was awesome to see them, I missed them so much, in fact every single day. (:
Camwhored with them and the photos are with Vivian. ;D
Found one nice dress today at Forever21!
And yes! Its the one I wear in the photos below. Chio right?
But it costs $43, and I'm not that rich to get it. ):
Oh well. Never mind. I love trying out clothes in the fitting room! Esp with the girls. :D
Anyway, I'm looking forward to this year's XMAS. Idk why, but I love xmas this year. :/
Okay, going off now. 4days of camp from tomorrow onwards!
Wish me good luck, don't get sunburn and don't sprain my ankle.
You know you'll miss me, xoxo. (: